Screams.
AHHHH! I can't forget about it. Hais hais hais. Ohh, how am I suppose to forget. Yes, i know people make mistakes. And I'm one of them, too! Well, now, it's not just repeating but it's just getting worse. Situation changes uh? Oh please babe, i know, it's my fault too. Sorry, a zillion. Guess what? Instead of tearing, I'm cursing. I'm just disappointed. Alright then, I'm gonna be strong and just go with the flow. As always. Allah knows how I'm feeling right now. What actually hurts the most is to hear you say all those stuff and ends up you said you're lying all about it. Now, thank Allah I'm closing one eye. I don't bother about this anymore. I guess, i'm better off not thinking about it. And I hope, OH PLEASE, do not just spoil my moments with my dearly friends. Karma. Breaking down in the bathroom, crying my heart out. Feeling oh-damn-disappointed in you is the only thing I afford to do. I guess, the bathroom is the only place where I could shut up and cry. & to let the water run down my face. But, I choose to change the situation. I got tired of cryinng. I got tired of being disappointed. I got tired of thinking about all this idiot stuff. Now, I'm just gonna stop looking back. Oh brother, I won't be bothered anymore. Pfft. The moments shared are meant to be kept, but may I know how long?
Oh, help me, anyone, please!
“How can we make this last forever? When forever does not even exist.”
- i found it on Diy's blog. hee. :D
I'm so agreeing to it. And thankyou sharlene for the advices. I guess that is it As for now, I'm not gonna spoil my mood just because of you and your words. I'm gonna be strong, real strong. Or not, i'll act as if i am. When the hell am I gonna stop posting about all this stuff. hmm.
I wanna keep, but . . .
xoxo.
